Chapter 2 - The Refusal to Leave

The next morning, I walked into my law firm, bypassed my secretary, and walked straight into the senior partner's office. I requested an indefinite leave of absence. When he hesitated, citing the upcoming merger, I placed my access badge on his desk and told him I would resign if necessary. He approved the leave.
By noon, I was back at St. Jude’s Medical Center, carrying a duffel bag, two warm blankets from home, and Elena's favorite organic tea.
When I walked into her private room, she was sleeping, an IV drip steadily feeding clear liquid into her arm. I quietly set my things down, pulled up a chair next to her bed, and opened my laptop.
When she woke up two hours later, she looked confused, then immediately defensive. "Julian, what are you doing here? You have a board meeting today."
"I took a leave of absence," I said calmly, pouring her a cup of warm tea. "I'm not leaving, Elena. I spoke to your oncologist, Dr. Evans. You have a brutal round of chemotherapy starting tomorrow, and you aren't doing it alone."
"We are divorced," she argued, pushing herself up against the pillows. "You don't owe me this. I don't want your guilt, Julian."
"It's not guilt," I said, looking her dead in the eye. "It's a wake-up call. I was a coward, Elena. I ran away when things got hard because I didn't know how to fix our grief. But I'm not running anymore. You can yell at me, you can ignore me, you can throw things at me. But I am sleeping in that uncomfortable chair every single night until you walk out of this hospital."
She stared at me, searching my face for any sign of hesitation. She found none. Finally, her shoulders slumped, the exhaustion taking over.
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"I throw up a lot," she warned softly.
"I bought extra shirts," I replied.